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[May. 15th, 2008|08:10 pm] |
i just cleaned the ear cheese off my recently stretched 00g tunnels.
the smell of ear cheese, is awful.
whats even more awful, is the smell of someone ELSES ear cheese.
puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuke.
for those of you that dont know what im talking about, consider yourself very lucky. haha.
THIS almost made me puke when i saw it.
ps. my ear cheese has NEVER EVER been like that for the record. |
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[May. 4th, 2008|02:52 am] |
3 in the morning and im a little freaking out?
im 28 years old and never had a nosebleed before. NEVER.
and i think i might have one right now, but a minor one?
the last few days i have been feeling sick. head cold sick.
the sore head, stuffy, weird throat feeling.
and tonight, ive been super dry in the nose/throat areas.
when ive seen someone have a nosebleed, its been pouring out of their nose.
this is like...only blood when i wipe my nose. it was on one of my tits though when i woke up. nowhere else. weird.
i must get my humidifier hooked up tomorrow again.
im scared to ly down. ha. what a puss.
totally want to call my mum.
ps. i wont. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2008|09:35 pm] |
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just for fun?
but i was thinking, if i had to eat, the SAME meal/item for a month, everyday...what would i pick?
i totally would pick berries with yogurt and granola.
i love berries so much. haha.
yum.
what would you pick? im curious to see what everyone else likes a lot...
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|12:43 am] |
i am so fucking tired....and having so much trouble falling asleep.
i have two large munsters at the end of my bed that i cant bring myself to kick off.
i cant seem to block out any noises either.
not the best thing to happen when i have to go back to work tomorrow, AND have my period to deal with.
fuuuuun.
yes. i dont have a fitted sheet on at the moment. just my TMNT flat sheet.
that also doesnt help for sleeping. haha. fuuuuuuuuck. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2008|08:52 pm] |
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[Apr. 27th, 2008|06:35 pm] |
wow...
it doesnt get anymore "scene" seen than THIS in winnipeg.
hahahahahahaha.
oh the cool kids.......
seriously.
im so hardcore. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2008|02:36 pm] |
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
telling someone.
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
it was something to do with gossipers.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who is it to?
my parents
4. You are at the doctor's office and the doctor has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live:
(1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
everyone.
(2) What do you do with your remaining days?
try and see as many friends and family as i can, and spend time with them.
(3) Would you be afraid?
very. you have no idea.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. Which do you choose?
TRUST.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?
i would def. save the dog and then go tell my boss hes a worthless piece of shit.
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell them?
yes.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
im with steves answer on this one. it would depend on how *i* feel about that person. and then taking it from there.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them one hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
i dont know. thats a tough call. because if everyone has already said their goodbyes. getting the person to come back for one more year, might make it even more painful.....im not sure.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
yes.
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of a work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?
no. theres lots of jobs out there. they will find something new.
13. Is it harder to let go of someone you love, or when someone you love lets you go?
when someone lets you go.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
i dont think theres many friends that i have that i DONT love....i dunno.
15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
yesturday.
17. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
many things. but i think the first one my list would have been to spend more time with my grandma.
18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, and you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
if im inside. i dont think theres too much to worry about. but if this person is harmful...then i guess a pet werewolf would be nice. hahahahha...im lame.
20. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
yes.
21. You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?
the newborn.
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
today.
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or to have never loved at all?
what?
25. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
hmm....this is always a hard question. how about i wish all my friends and family and myself, since i should be a little selfish here....happy healthy lives.
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|07:36 pm] |
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| | Our Need to Bleed - Circle Takes the Square | ] |
my earrings that i ordered finally came in. went yesturday with adam to pick them up and to join him in his tattoo session. so i got them stretched to 00g. back to where i was before...hard to see in the picture. but there is little stars going around the tunnel.
yep. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|08:45 pm] |
hmmmm?
i dont know.
im watching the movie "the exorcism of emily rose"...seen it before. decided to watch it again. and again i decided to go around on the net reading more about the real emily.
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|12:45 am] |
jesus.fucking.christ.
what next?
no idea if the petition stuff works, but i signed it.
the music is a little much, but wow....
i hate humans most of the time. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2008|10:58 am] |
ok. so its been awhile since ive posted. i feel the need to vent or just...write shit out.
my feet are KILLING me! i work an 8 hour a day job, mon-fri, in a kitchen. a very busy kitchen. and when i come home i will have a bath, then get out and sit and relax. but, the problem...when i get up from sitting for like...half an hour. i almost cant stand on my feet! im 28 years old, what the hell? i'll walk to the kitchen to get a drink and its like im an old cripple lady and have to hold onto things. it KILLS! eventually it wears off. but for a good 2 hours? the pain is there. what to do? currently im wearing some retarded crocs as my kitchen shoes. sometimes i'll wear old skate shoes...i dunno. advice?
saturday morning. im tired. im watching the bride of frankenstein. so awesome. and shortly i plan on going to do some shopping or going for lunch or something. its going to be nice out. so i dont want to be sitting around in the apartment. i did plenty of that last night when i stayed in and chilled and went to bed early. felt so good. but as i said, im still tired. haha. poor frank. anyway....
im starting to drink more green tea? i hear/have read there are some good health benefits to it. so i'll see if i notice any changes.
last night adam and i had a great BBQ steak dinner. cleaned up our porch a bit and put the yellow bench and the orange chair out there. im really looking forward to when they screen it in, so that the munsters can come out there and sit with us. also so i can just put more things out there and not have to worry about someone stealing them.
last friday, we had a BBQ potluck party here. it was awesome.
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|08:16 pm] |
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gross. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2008|10:24 pm] |
- its friday night. i have the next 2 days off. last weekend i took an extra day off, the monday. it was adams bday that weekend and we went with others to billabong for dinner, then across the street to.......you guess it, the toad. adams second home. haha. it was a super fun night actually. i had a good time. got to meet some nice new people that i hope to hang out with again.
- im tired as hell. what a busy week at stellas. spring break or something, lots of people out! assholes. just kidding...it was nice to be busy, though we are training new staff for the new location, so its been a little nutso.
- im bored...but dont want to go out either since i feel anti social tonight.
my bed is warm. i love my macbook. minus the fact that it doesnt seem to be using its full charge lately? strange? it will shut down at 40% battery life left! what the f? ugh....and i called apple about the power adapter and they sent me a new one free! so that was over 100$ saved. *thumbs up to THAT motherfuckers*
- had pizza finally from santa lucia tonight. super good. only had 2 slices. but it was amazing. lots of leftovers that im sure i will have help to eat. which is good, im not a huge leftover person even when it comes to pizza sometimes! but this is more expensive pizza, so it actually tastes good leftover. haha.
- my hair appointment last week went ok. stacy is very nice, and i would go to her again. but of course i am looking forward to char coming home. love that girl. shes awesome. we were able to get my hair pretty light (my goal is to have some pretty blonde hair for the summer)....since i was black and red before...i now have a coppery blonde happening. so hard to get rid of those reds and black. i did keep some black in though! hard for me to have all one color. oh hair.
- speaking of hair, a friend of mine who i went to hairschool with YEARS ago will be in town very soon. man is she ever an amazing girl. i wish i had known ahead of time and i would have had her cut my hair. fuuuuuuuuuck. maybe there will still be something she can do or change. i'll let her decide. cute.
yup, me friday night. no makeup. making faces at myself. AWESOME.
seriously...
- i watched oprah today......BALLED my eyes out. her show was about puppy mills in the USA. man oh man.....horrible. i wonder what puppy mills are like in canada, if we have the same shit going on? i just dont get it. no animals of any kind should ever be treated like that. i feel like a hypocrite when we have steak and bison burgers and crap in our freezer. sigh..........................................touchy subject.
- im working on my idea for my next tattoo. im pretty sure im getting nadine from metamorphasis to do it. shes the one doing adams huge piece right now. shes so awesome, i really enjoy her company. im going to get some material together for her for the next time im there to see if she can come up with what im looking for. ive never seen her do anything like it before. at least i dont think? i'll have to check out her book again.
rumor has it that the sexy doll alex might be coming to winnipeg this summer....if she (and you are reading this) bring your tattoo stuff! haha...i might have something for you also! xo.
- the munsters are amazing. i love my cats so much.
ok. longest post ever. i am done since i dont want to ramble on more about lame shit. so tired anyway....
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[Apr. 3rd, 2008|07:21 pm] |
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velvet d'amour
question: do you consider yourself healthy?
"While I have often answered this question, I am admittedly perturbed by it. By virtue of being plus size I am thusly expected to tout my health, yet my smaller counterparts, be it in contemporary dance, or film, or in fashion, are never asked the state of their health. I do not drink alcohol and I never have, I do not take drugs and I never have, I do not smoke and I never have, yet many of these same counterparts do one, or a combination of all of the above, and yet merely by virtue of weighing less then I, are completely excluded from this patronizing question."
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[Mar. 27th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
this has been a hard week.
i feel pretty tired and down.
i get my hair done tomorrow, perhaps that will cheer me up?
though...im going to a different hairdresser as mine is away for a few months.
i havent gone to anyone else in like...10 years.
and if you read my journal, you'll know by how much i talk about hair, how nervous/scared i must be to trust someone else doing my hair. ha.....
i hope things turn out ok. i am changing up the color quite a bit.
adams birthday is saturday, and were going out for dinner then to hang out at the toad after. so, i hope my hair looks fucking ok. otherwise i wont go out at all and cry.
seriously.
anyway.
i think i might start a new livejournal.
might be time to retire this one.
i need to put some things in the past. perhaps this is one so i can start fresh.
ive had this one since december 2003.
and been using livejournal since.... February 2001.
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|12:29 pm] |
does anyone on my friends list have a macbook or macbook pro?
if yes, have you had any problems with your magsafe power adapter?
ive had this happen to mine...
and im wondering if anyone else has had the same problems, if you did, what did you do about it?
of course every store i went to yesturday that sells apple products, didnt have a 60W magsafe power adapter. just my luck. but, the lady working at best buy, informed me that the 45W magsafe power adapter for the macbook air, works for both the macbook and macbook pro. so i fucking bought it.
sure...it works. but it isnt charging my computer to its full 100%. fucking hell. so im going to have to return it. even though it does have a nice new feature of the way the cord is set up so its not bending all the time.
i cant seem to find an email on the apple.com site to email them telling them i want a new one sent free...i must be retarded.
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|12:11 am] |
adam and i went to superstore today to do our big grocery shop that we do every so often, and holy crap!!!!!!!!!!!! (holy) that place was fucking insane. stupid jesus weekend having everyone out buying food for their big feasts. there was line ups with 15-20 people in them, for real! but luckily, i was able to find us a good one and we were out of there pretty fast. except this mans 8 kids he had with him that he couldnt control, wouldnt get out of our way where we had to bag our food. little fuckers. eventually they moved. lucky for them as i was tired and wanted to get home, and was ready to flip out on them. haha.
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[Mar. 12th, 2008|11:25 pm] |
im looking forward to going to the cabin.
im tired.
i need a break from work before i burnout. |
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[Mar. 8th, 2008|07:17 pm] |
pft. i had no idea ryan gosling was in frankenstein and me. thats awesome! haha.
i havent seen this movie since i was a kid, and totally had forgotten about it till it was on tv today. |
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